I plan to have this wall staked very full of boxes.
Packing
Packing seriously is not a fun time. Especially so close to christmas. I have a ton of laundry to tend to and boxes to haul out to the garage. It's a pain to have to move all these things! I wish I just got to buy everything new. Not only would that be horribly expensive but it would be hard to leave the memories attached to some of our stuff. Last night we looked at old family christmas cards from the last 6 years and it's awesome to see how much everyone has changed!
Moving
When I look at you I see the time that has passed. I saw my babies grow here. Yet it's all changing. I've known that this is the plan and what we have always wanted. It's hard to walk away from the place we have always been, this is our life and now it's changing... Maybe I'm clinging maybe I'm being selfish... It's hard to leave; it's hard to walk away.
In excited for new dreams and new memories to arise. I'm in the moments before you rip off the band aid and you know pulling it off is gonna hurt so you do it fast; your whole body tense you mind preparing itself for the struggle but you know once the band aid is off the skin will breath and all will be well again.
I can't wait to have new moments and see who God has made us to be in this new old place. It's new to me and home to you, it is all we have ever wanted and have continuously made due with what had been placed in front of us. We had a fairwell and I know we are loved. I wouldn't change any of this tension before the band aid is removed because I would be doing it without you. 
Its been a while...
I dont know if it is just the photography page that is consuming my little bit of blogging time or the fact of i have a 10 month old who now walks. It has been a rather crazy month. So let me share some pictures!
^The start of walking^
^being Goofs^
^Building Lego soo smart for 9months^
^its almost gross^
Lets Talk about the Boys!
Well it is here my 6 weeks of enjoying being a mum has passed...Axel is ever changing everyday! He is all smiles and starting to coo. Which is utterly amazing. Its amazing to see how different Axel is from how Noah was.
Noah... where to start with Noah... He is almost two and acts like it . He is kind of a turbo monster that is always trying to find stuff to get into! I find it rather testing! Anyone who knows me knows I lack terribly in the patience area... I know it. He is fun though and funny. He thinks he is a comedian. As I sit here typing about how much of a comedian he is he is saying "num num num nummy num..." He just ate. Half the time I catch him picking his nose( oOh the joys of boys)
He is a Daddies boy. He will stand at our front window and say " Daahhh dahhh!" It makes me feel like chopped liver but hey as long as daddy feels good ...right?
Lets talk about peaceful Axel .... (Axel means "father of peace") He is really a happy,content and wants snuggles all the time kind of baby. I am not a big fan of Co-Sleeping. But because he is soo cuddly it is hard to get him to sleep when he doesn't want to be! He is a smiley little guy... my favourite BIG gummy smiles!
Photography Blog
Strictly For my Photography!
(Thanks Michelle for the idea!)
Enjoy!
http://alindadeppphotography.blogspot.com
AXEL IS HERE!
Axel William James
7lbs
21.5inches
April 28th
7:32 am
I had a super easy awesome labour( awesome meaning rewarding)
Four pushes then He was here... the nurse actually delivered
:D
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