Adventures as a Prairie Momma: December 2010

Lacking

In my trust at the moment.

At this very moment in my life I am in utter distress over my inability to trust in my father Christ. I know he wont fail me. I am just overwhelmed and i feel like i plan on taking this big ol world on by myself and it is rather annoying since i know that is not the way to be...

I know without Christ I Am NOTHING. So as I write this i am praying Dear God,

Daddy....? Can you hear me ? I am terrified and feeling impatient.... I Just want your will to be DONE. In my life.... I want to Fall to my knees in awe of your great glory! I want to feel that all the earth is worshiping your name....

I dont know why i have felt this way. But now that i have shared it with the world i feel more at peace, and in great contentment with being a child of God. He is a great God, whom will never fail me.

Growing a Baby

I cant wait to do maternity Pictures this time around..

I hope noah isnt jelous!

Well Its official I am 6 months pregnant!

I do not understand this

Unbelievably small belly!

I remember wanting

to Flaunt my bump at this point with my son!

The house

Feels Unorganized. But on a Positive note i cleaned the old place today :) that made me really tired. But I am Glad its done.

We are heading to the farm for christmas. Which is really exciting for me!! since it is the first christmas we can go out there to see Family. I am so glad my husband is off of work!!!

*BABY UPDATE*

Noah is well a busy bee!

Baby Epp #2 is well moving and slowly making

his presence known.

Im starting to Feel

"Fat"

But he is moving lots and lots :D

Home

WE ARE MOVED!!!

It is nice not to be paying rent.

In the process I had a meltdown over my Husband

buying junk food, Not good with my history.

But we have pretty much everything here!!

Yay! The Random odds and ends are left

and of course cleaning

But its nice not to throw money away.

Pickles and Chocolate

Is what i consumed second!

is what i consumed first

I had a dream

It was rather magical I tell you!

I was a doctor in a hospital right on the ocean!

Cool right well then . I ran on the beach and touched the ocean

it was so magical. Then i came inside and raised my hands and said

"PRAISE GOD! MAY HIS WILL BE DONE ON EARTH AS IT IS IN HEAVEN!"

People in the Background said "AMEN"

I woke in such a great mood!

Home?

I am pondering the possibility of heading to the farm also known as "home" For christmas.

In the 3.5 years my husband and i have been together he has been on call on christmas!

So we havent been to the farm for actual christmas day! It would be nice to be part of his family's traditions.

But at the same time we will have just moved into our new place and i dont want to be rushing to get unpacked and organized, it is just a matter of debating i guess.