Talk

Sometimes I wish that I was the weather, you'd bring me up in conversation forever.

And when it rained, I'd be the talk of the day.

-John Mayer

Wouldnt it be wonderful if one actually viewed Jesus this way.

I wish he was the talk of the day everyday,...

but in this fast past, microwave world we live in

one must find it hard to see the whole picture of how

God has pieced it all together in a manner that actually far more

important than the rain.

An update!

Im 27weeks and 5 days!! Where is my pregnancy going?

Well we had very sad news on the 11th of january; Grandma died.

It was soo sad... i was soo angry. This is one of those things that i cant help but feel content

because i know where she is and it is really kind of a mixed message. I am sad because I wont get to see her with the new baby & knowing Noah wont remember her really upsets me.

But I am soo glad God blessed me to have her in my life she was an utterly amazing lady.

Her and Grandpa set an example of marriage is made to be,... 53 years.

Baby seems to be well. I am not sick anymore

(Thank-you Jesus for taking my morning sickness away)

God has really been working on how one is to deal with the crappy situations that happen.

Also how to live life for him and trusting in him..

I am a bit of an uneasy winter traveler

I get tense... soo God and I are working on that it is quite the challenge!

Sorry this is more of a rambling than anything else....

Love Yourself

Lacking

In my trust at the moment.

At this very moment in my life I am in utter distress over my inability to trust in my father Christ. I know he wont fail me. I am just overwhelmed and i feel like i plan on taking this big ol world on by myself and it is rather annoying since i know that is not the way to be...

I know without Christ I Am NOTHING. So as I write this i am praying Dear God,

Daddy....? Can you hear me ? I am terrified and feeling impatient.... I Just want your will to be DONE. In my life.... I want to Fall to my knees in awe of your great glory! I want to feel that all the earth is worshiping your name....

I dont know why i have felt this way. But now that i have shared it with the world i feel more at peace, and in great contentment with being a child of God. He is a great God, whom will never fail me.

Growing a Baby

I cant wait to do maternity Pictures this time around..

I hope noah isnt jelous!

Well Its official I am 6 months pregnant!

I do not understand this

Unbelievably small belly!

I remember wanting

to Flaunt my bump at this point with my son!

The house

Feels Unorganized. But on a Positive note i cleaned the old place today :) that made me really tired. But I am Glad its done.

We are heading to the farm for christmas. Which is really exciting for me!! since it is the first christmas we can go out there to see Family. I am so glad my husband is off of work!!!

*BABY UPDATE*

Noah is well a busy bee!

Baby Epp #2 is well moving and slowly making

his presence known.

Im starting to Feel

"Fat"

But he is moving lots and lots :D

Home

WE ARE MOVED!!!

It is nice not to be paying rent.

In the process I had a meltdown over my Husband

buying junk food, Not good with my history.

But we have pretty much everything here!!

Yay! The Random odds and ends are left

and of course cleaning

But its nice not to throw money away.