feb 15

In my deepest of thoughts....

I havent really had a whole lot to say as of late. Just insignificant rambling about what ever oh soo intrigues me. I shall blog about something far more entertaining than theses silly little thought. So I will tell you about my son.

He is 17 months and all boy! He is a comedian or so he seems to think. He will look at you and say something( Nothing that is actual words) and then Burst out into laughter. I wish i could be so enthused about my self. Thinking about a child and there ability to just be convinced by anything that one may say to them. Like the whole Santa... and Easter bunny stuff. ( For future reference... My child will know that Santa(i cant get over the Santa vs Satan maybe a spelling error?) is well not real and same with the easter bunny. He will know the true meaning of the holidays as they pass.) Back to Noah well he has found a love for well,... the word "No!" It is rather a silly word as he doesn't actually put it in context but hey it is not one of the top word in my words of love.

He is a red head that is very clear. He has the temper to match. well i dont have much more to say i just felt like rambling on about nothing in particular!

Have a GrrrrEAT DAY!( Tony the tiger voice)

Valentines Day

Well it wasnt overly exciting.... But I made cupcakes for Jeremy!

If you know him at all you will know

ohh soo how much he loves CAKE

& got him this super cute card and

it says something along the lines of

even the days when he brings me back to a good

mood... I love him through everything...

But really i find valentines day,...

LAME. I find it far more endearing

to get flowers on any other day of the year.

He got my nails done which i really appreciate!!

Noah update!

My 17month old in one word would be....

BUSY!

to him everything is soo exciting and being pregnant I find it rather more of a pain trying to redirect him... then enjoying the stage in life he is at... but it is really teaching me patience...

I dont know what is soo exciting about looking outside

... but it held his attention.

Big smiles in the Kitchen!

This is his new Face.... he does it and then makes

strange sounds!

And my personal favourite it is his beautiful eyes.

he is a challenge, blessing,optimistic little

man and I am soo not ready for him to be a

year and a half!

King David.

Today when I was being taught on

Psalm 63:3-5

³ Because your love is better than life,
my lips will glorify you.
⁴ I will praise you as long as I live,
and in your name I will lift up my hands.
⁵ I will be fully satisfied as with the richest of foods;

with singing lips my mouth will praise you.

it made me really want to be like King David.

He has this heart for God that every Christian should desire.

I want to wake up in the morning and feel the Lords will as my daily bread.

God has been teaching me so much about how one is made to have a master

and to have a heart for people and to be taught....

"Man of Gods own Heart,...." How I long to be a woman of Gods own heart....

Talk

Sometimes I wish that I was the weather, you'd bring me up in conversation forever.

And when it rained, I'd be the talk of the day.

-John Mayer

Wouldnt it be wonderful if one actually viewed Jesus this way.

I wish he was the talk of the day everyday,...

but in this fast past, microwave world we live in

one must find it hard to see the whole picture of how

God has pieced it all together in a manner that actually far more

important than the rain.

An update!

Im 27weeks and 5 days!! Where is my pregnancy going?

Well we had very sad news on the 11th of january; Grandma died.

It was soo sad... i was soo angry. This is one of those things that i cant help but feel content

because i know where she is and it is really kind of a mixed message. I am sad because I wont get to see her with the new baby & knowing Noah wont remember her really upsets me.

But I am soo glad God blessed me to have her in my life she was an utterly amazing lady.

Her and Grandpa set an example of marriage is made to be,... 53 years.

Baby seems to be well. I am not sick anymore

(Thank-you Jesus for taking my morning sickness away)

God has really been working on how one is to deal with the crappy situations that happen.

Also how to live life for him and trusting in him..

I am a bit of an uneasy winter traveler

I get tense... soo God and I are working on that it is quite the challenge!

Sorry this is more of a rambling than anything else....

Love Yourself