This has to be one of the utter most concerned faces i have ever seen in all of my 18yrs. Noah, Is a perminate blessing, a dream come true and the second love of my life... He is always full of smiles. I could not imagine myself with out him. He makes me a better person. He has taught me soo much and to lean on my heavenly father more. Noah is the essence of innocence and Joy. I look at him with Joy in my heart and an unconditional love. He has the ability to make everything okay when everything in my bipolar brain is all messed up. I haven't thought about suicide or self harm since he came into my life as a small spec inside me,... He is perfect and an absolute joy. His daddy and him look soo much a like, but at the same time he looks like my brother and that is a crazy feeling. He looks more like my Brother whom died at birth. I cant imagine what my mother went through when that happened, No wonder my dad is soo messed up. My step dad and mom are thinking about a divorce and in my heart i want them to be the perfect family to my sister but they have already messed that up. 4 Years of utter hell and all they care about is how them as an individual feels. I am mostly cconcened about myleena, she is only 18months. I love her and if there is another man i think my heart will break again for the 3rd time. I just pray every day that God can heal them and bless their marriage. I have a nervous heart, i dont know what God has instore for me. Mylife is his and he can do as he may with me.
-Alinda
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