COME OUT

NOAH, Hunny please stop torturing me... i need you out by monday or else i will be stuck in lloyd while daddy is in cold lake for 2 weeks!

BLOG!

Im all moving into the new appartment ill post pics as soon as i have internet!
Hopefully i have a baby to blogg about at that point as well!

Bah HUMbug!

Soo Mr. Noah, is loving my body
and doesnt want to leave....
depressing!









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July 31,09 a difficult day!

One of my very close friends from Northern Alberta was murdered in May of this year.On top of that it was done buy her father. He killed himself, along with My dear friend Erika and her mother. I am feeling lost and sad Since we were born 28 days appart and she was so young. Murdered 16days before her graduation. I try and tell myself she is in a better place but that for some reason would be a lie on my behalf. I have no closure, i dont know where she is in a biblical sense, she was far from a christian... But i love her non the less. Maybe it is my fault she was not saved. I wish i could try and show her more of how wonderful God is but she had this fear of going into a church, i didnt fource it i wanted her to still be my best friend... We had soo many good times, and bad. I sit her sobbing over her death knowing the truth and hating it and blaming myself. I tried to convince myself that oneday we will see each other again and yet no comfort is found in that. Lying to myself can not bring back the past, or benifit my future... I love her with all of my heart and i hope that she knows that she was like a sister to me.














Animal L.O.V.E!

So Jeremy and I attended a wedding, Yes it was a beautiful wedding but i was aboslutly miserable so i brought myself my own source of entertainment... aka.. MY FANCY CAMERA!
soo i took pictures of cats and dogs and my husband....bugs, trucks, water, my swollen face, and i think that about covers it... soo here is the out come:




















The Dreaded!

Why hello there my lonely Blog! How i have missed you! Where should i start should i start with the visit at the farm and how swollen my ankles were.. they were far from ankles... they were how do i say it "CANKLES"aka what older women get and their ankles seem to disaper... It is so very upsetting... Note to self: Dont go to wedding when your pregnancy is almost over!